falling for you is easy but for ever lasting end is it possible
is it true that it can be .......or is just a saying a rumer
do u know, did you gone through before
is it that real, does it last forever and more
but what i see is that some fake the falling so that they can get benefit from the other half
they can show you a world full of shimmer and hope
thinking that they can take you wonder by wonder
place that is giving undescribable feeling to you
a harising place that you will pursue forever thinking there is time to spare
but is all a lie ......god!!!that is so cruel
after having a rollercoaster ride like that and they just dump you like that saying
'sory,but you are not my cup of tea' but i always say to them 'im not your cup of tea!!!nononono!!you are not my type of tea!!so beat it!'
do not judge a book by looking at its cover try to understand more.......

IS IT TO LATE OR IS IT ALL OVER

is it to late for me to stay now
is it to far for me to reach to you now
shoul i stay or should i go now
every morning i saw you face beside me
but now i can only just notice your shadow near next to me
everytime i hold your hand i hope that is no lasting end
but now there is no meaning for you and me even is the end
when i first saw you there was a sparkle in your eyes
but now is just a blur of darkness
when you call me i can hear you even in a thousand miles
but now is just a sound of an ant calling me from a thousand miles
is it all over now,is it all to late now
i dont now what to do now
haiz.........

trust and.....

i share my hopes and dreams with you i promise

how ever it should be i will always be the flame for you

but you walk away from me when i needed the most

now i'm cold without you since then that day you go

finally i found someone could take away my lonelyness and pain

some so many things coming and gone will i able too trust her

the road walk by me again but this time is not the same

now i realise i found the one who can be the light for me

help me walk past a crumble road

i fonud someone i found the one the only one

i see myself in the miror that its real this time

i finally found true love till i met her

at first i wonder, i thouded her

but now i regain my only trust

DREAM

dream is it everything looks like a dream to you

if you asking me this question .............

i also dont no the answer to but maybe the meaning is like this

imagine the most imposible things that could happen in your life

and most of it happen in your dream.......

ah this is where it goes now read carefully

dream......dream.... is wat it sometimes give as a support to you

like it gives some idea to you when you neede the most it hits a light to you

and it fiz the missing puzzle for you

to me that is dream all about to me some may say dream is a plce

of fantacy to a child but i say this every to has its most wonderfull dream but if you always living in a dream every day and night it wont take you anywhere (dream when you need the most you control your dream not the dream contrling you)

hi if you have a last opportunity in your life what will you make use of it

if i have a last opportunity in my one life i will.........

use it to protect something that i care for

because there is one time a friend of mine lost his one and only

person that he care for, if i have one chanse is to wish for a miricle

to happen if a person of mine are in state of death or alive

anything we do need sacriface i don care if causes my life

if tthe person you care are at state you need to do your

very best to save he or her life dont be a selfish person

if just care for yourself then better off living alone by yourself.....lonely for the rest of your life

i care about not just a person but the person himself that have faith in his ownself

that is the person who worth saving for we should not given up

in our own life!!!!!!!!if you have a last chanse

in your life do it a benefit way ......

goodbye

GOODBYE YA THIS WORD ..........
HAIZ........THIS THIS SAD WORD
everytime that i say goodbye can u see the person again the next day
saying good bye is a word that can be easy to say it out
but have you think about what will happen if you say goodbye
this familiar word always bothering me
there's one time that i thought of saying goodbye to myself
can i exist the next day
theword good bye is like :a time of happiness
just come to an end just like that
dont you agree .........
saying a word like this always have its own meaning is like
i realy dont know myself to.........if i say the word it always make me sad
enjoy the rest of your life my life better dont regret it before
you say good bye to your life and dreams

ABOUT A GUY

hi there.......this is me xin jie
by the looks of the picture im not that good looking am i
well who care you me NA.........
IM 14 THIS YEAR i think where i realy belong
is at my own SWEET HOME...........
BECAUSE i not that kind who like to study very much
hey if I was big enough to live at my own
i think i wont stay at a place too long
Malaysia is a place wat i call well..............the place of bore
what is about interesting about malaysia
is that a lot of big shopping mall food and still there are people judge someone
by their looks well this is malaysia for you but i stilll dont know the rest
of malaysia but this is what i can say about my country
if i have my own money i will go to my land of dreams with my best of friend or my family
the place that i willl go is PARIS ,UNITED STATE FINALLY BARCELONA THIS IS My world of dream.........
well most of you will think that this will be my stupid fanatsy
but if you arre good enough to do anything you can go anywhere
it means that if you work hard some how your eforts will be pay off
well this is me and my dreams
well about me actually eng xin jie and his wishes
best of luck to you xin jie!!!!!!!!!!!!!