trust and.....

i share my hopes and dreams with you i promise

how ever it should be i will always be the flame for you

but you walk away from me when i needed the most

now i'm cold without you since then that day you go

finally i found someone could take away my lonelyness and pain

some so many things coming and gone will i able too trust her

the road walk by me again but this time is not the same

now i realise i found the one who can be the light for me

help me walk past a crumble road

i fonud someone i found the one the only one

i see myself in the miror that its real this time

i finally found true love till i met her

at first i wonder, i thouded her

but now i regain my only trust

DREAM

dream is it everything looks like a dream to you

if you asking me this question .............

i also dont no the answer to but maybe the meaning is like this

imagine the most imposible things that could happen in your life

and most of it happen in your dream.......

ah this is where it goes now read carefully

dream......dream.... is wat it sometimes give as a support to you

like it gives some idea to you when you neede the most it hits a light to you

and it fiz the missing puzzle for you

to me that is dream all about to me some may say dream is a plce

of fantacy to a child but i say this every to has its most wonderfull dream but if you always living in a dream every day and night it wont take you anywhere (dream when you need the most you control your dream not the dream contrling you)

hi if you have a last opportunity in your life what will you make use of it

if i have a last opportunity in my one life i will.........

use it to protect something that i care for

because there is one time a friend of mine lost his one and only

person that he care for, if i have one chanse is to wish for a miricle

to happen if a person of mine are in state of death or alive

anything we do need sacriface i don care if causes my life

if tthe person you care are at state you need to do your

very best to save he or her life dont be a selfish person

if just care for yourself then better off living alone by yourself.....lonely for the rest of your life

i care about not just a person but the person himself that have faith in his ownself

that is the person who worth saving for we should not given up

in our own life!!!!!!!!if you have a last chanse

in your life do it a benefit way ......

goodbye

GOODBYE YA THIS WORD ..........
HAIZ........THIS THIS SAD WORD
everytime that i say goodbye can u see the person again the next day
saying good bye is a word that can be easy to say it out
but have you think about what will happen if you say goodbye
this familiar word always bothering me
there's one time that i thought of saying goodbye to myself
can i exist the next day
theword good bye is like :a time of happiness
just come to an end just like that
dont you agree .........
saying a word like this always have its own meaning is like
i realy dont know myself to.........if i say the word it always make me sad
enjoy the rest of your life my life better dont regret it before
you say good bye to your life and dreams

ABOUT A GUY

hi there.......this is me xin jie
by the looks of the picture im not that good looking am i
well who care you me NA.........
IM 14 THIS YEAR i think where i realy belong
is at my own SWEET HOME...........
BECAUSE i not that kind who like to study very much
hey if I was big enough to live at my own
i think i wont stay at a place too long
Malaysia is a place wat i call well..............the place of bore
what is about interesting about malaysia
is that a lot of big shopping mall food and still there are people judge someone
by their looks well this is malaysia for you but i stilll dont know the rest
of malaysia but this is what i can say about my country
if i have my own money i will go to my land of dreams with my best of friend or my family
the place that i willl go is PARIS ,UNITED STATE FINALLY BARCELONA THIS IS My world of dream.........
well most of you will think that this will be my stupid fanatsy
but if you arre good enough to do anything you can go anywhere
it means that if you work hard some how your eforts will be pay off
well this is me and my dreams
well about me actually eng xin jie and his wishes
best of luck to you xin jie!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my wish for a better world

the thing that i see in this world is that it has become a disaster

is like a beautifull glass fallen to theground and broken to pieces

i wish tat we can do better to have better change in our world

put it this way.......

we are meant to create a better place not just for us but for our next generation

instead we are doing the opposite

the place that i staying right now is not just for us but fot the others

be more considerate before u do anything

dont be blind folded open your eye

see what lies in you make it better

where's the love that use to shine in this world

love is our destiny call cherish the world

my friend

this is my long lost friend her name is .........

last day we went secret recepi to get a drink and chat with

she is a girl that can say as a amusing girl but sometIME........

SHE CAN BE welll...........

she also can be anoying but i still got to admit she can realy talk

at tat time at secret recipe dunno she was in bad luck or wat everytime she came down

to banting she call people they canot come except me

but realy she is still a friend that any body can have to be with

if

if today were your last day, will you say goodbye to yesterday
if today were your last day will you change your way
if today you have the last chanse in your life will you fight for the one who you care
if today you have a last chanse what will you do
if you say good bye today will you come back another day
if you say goodbye today will you find me the next day
if you found your way can you help me reach my day
if i can stay till the last day will you try to reach me the next day
if you found me by faith can you stay with me till the last day
if i fall again and again can i reach your hand
if i call you today can you still hear me the next day
to or yesterday i hope that i will can stand by you to the last day

Believe

a person that believe in he or herself can make something possible even that we know that is
not impossiple to do it
but a step a attempt of doing something can be also a one in a life time experience
people say when you are doing something they will say this no 'no pain no game'
everyone must believe in his ownself by doing something that he is not sure of
that belive can somethime overpower the fear inside of you
try hard when when you are doing something because
in this time of age nothing is impossible if just believe into yourself and try your very best
think it like this when you are doing somathing think that this is the last thing that you willl ever
try in you life every sucessor try their very best to do something to make the world a better place you think how they did it
because they believe in themsele what thy are doing they never let anything be an opstical
on what they are doing
belive in yourself try hard play it hard
achieve a thing that can impress not just the world but yourself

do you find kind of strange that everything have its own limit
but i know why now god made our life a limit so he can see the
determination and the way that can happen in our own life
sometimes it suprise that humans can made some decision even
surpassand amaiz even the most knowledge god of all time
in our life everything can happen supprissingly and unexpectedly
that makes our life so interesting but if you have ever lasting life
you will find it boring because you will experiance the same thing everyday in
your own life and that its not happy its torture
even i do bad things i also dont mind it because life its surppose like that if your life
is always good happy no bad thing doing in your life you will find it quite bored
in your life not every law are meant to be abey
some laws are made tobe broken than your life have meaning thats why
iwill do anything to be memorable and hard to forget in my life.

faith

do you think that your life
sometimesi is a piece of shit
dont drag about it ok becouse theres alot of people do not have alife just like us
ayear aday has pass so quick event a moment is a precious in our
life
i wonder everyday why is my life is like this
everytime i see my friend family i was realy mad why
my family cannot be like that
at first i look back and say why but i know now know
its too late to look back at the past becouse once i look back
i know that i wont turn back and will regret for my whole life
but i now know if your life was born like this you must try yur
best to change your faith in your life but once you are scared you will
lost between the darkness and you goals dont look back remember that
a faith is a life, faith is a thing we must belive in,try to see faith before you touch it
hold faith in your hands say that I WILL WORK HARD TO GAIN A BETTER LIFE.

chinese new year is coming
happy happy new year come to your house angpau give me lo
hahaha
stay up late playing fireworks lo play play till i
die man show off my own clothes to other people hahahaha
colect many many money to buy handphone lo
tell many many 粗 口 while you still can lo
in new year dont say lo u will get tumbuk one ah
go naked around in your house ah
hahaha
call me now ill go to your house like superman 1
if u now me 1 call if no dont bother la go mati la u
angpau preapare nice nice or i dont go to your house

friend i wonder
is my friend good or bad you ask yourself
trust is a thing that you find in your friend thats why we need friend
afriend is a person that you believe in but not betray you
you must be always think when will you get betray by your own friends
can you trust your own friends
yes or no
thats the aswer that you must find by your own
some one uses a friend to achieve his own goal and then
after complete his own goal he will never comunicate with you ever again
is tht what you want from a friend
smetimes people think they can buy frien with money
but they only thing they want is yur own money
you will not know the true meaning of friendship
if you read this think before you act

a friend once told me if you want to achieve your very best goal you gotto swim the deepest sea and climb the highest mountain
then you can achieve those goals someone once lay adrop a tears on me
say xin jie why can you be good enough
at that time those words pierce trough my heart like
everything has stop in front of you
at that very moment icannot anything but tose words
can i be good enough
this words
if im right most of the people will say
am i good enough
can i be much better than this
or am i just a no boddy
if you have readmy last chapter you
may consider a risk maybe in your life
dont care about what the others sayed about you
is the matter that if you think you are good enough
and maybe you are but still try to have a change in you life
dont let the others change who you are be the who you are now
and that is the matter that you must always have in your mind

Dont look back

if you are sad in the past dont think about it forget the past
the past is not the only thing you had on your life
think of the future that could be appeared on you
take a risk for once u will never know what could happen
cherrish the moment that you have now begin anew life
if you are honest to yourself think no just for yurself but others
you friends your family the one you care the most in your life
money is nothing if you have that in your mind your friends will always come in first
your way to that maybe a million miles away try to change yourself
a risk a second may be adrop of a water can change your whole life
let faith be with you always in your heart